disquiet

Some days, when I appear all peaceful inside, underneath feelings are churning so much I can't even tell one from another. It's when I want to connect with someone else, but I don't know who or how. When you can't even name what's going on to yourself, how can you talk about it with someone else?

I've been told I overthink things, and I'm sure that's right. I suppose though, that I would rather overthink things than be a person who never thinks about anything. I've seen those people and their lives seem incredibly boring.